been awhile... so ya.. lame as hell still. life sucks. so fuck it. ha ha ha.. its kinda weird when you lose your point in life. its like, everythings boring. nothing matters. i mean, shit happens, but not like this. its been a wild ride. seriously. i hate it when people fucking pity themselves, get a life. there are plenty of people like that already, so how about being mature and actually doing shit about it instead of just waiting. i mean, times a wasting, you only got one life. so make your mistakes and learn from them, dont shove shit in people's faces and appreciate what you got. move on, but dont forget the past. cuz afta awhile you lea